So im sitting here on the floor of the room that I just cleaned. I never lay on my stomach, but omg does my back hurt.  I did an eight hour tour yesterday on an interfacility truck and we had a very very heavy patient.  Thats one thing about EMS that is always hard for me and will always be hard for me. Lifting people who weigh alot. I guess people in EMS have bad backs for a reason. Not that mine is bad, just sore, and im pretty sure most of it has to do with the bed I slept on last night.  You would think that the beds at my volunteer ambulance company would be very comfortable, but not so much.  I would rather sleep in the ambulance on the stretcher, but if you want to know a secret I am 22 and I am still scared of the dark.

Speaking of 22, my birthday was ok. It was a Thursday, and Joey had school and even though I know that he couldn't come have cake with me it was still kinda crappy.  Nikki came over and had cake with us, and my mom was very inventive and had the bakery make a pyramid out of cannoli's and she put candles on it.  I have never seen anything like it. I was supposed to have birthday dinner on Thursday but I had work and so did Joey, and then I was going to have it on Saturday but he wanted to go to the benefit for his friend Danny which ended up being canceled anyway, and now im just kinda blah about it.  There is this place that I want to go to called the Ale House that was just built near where I live, and I seem to have no time to go there either. I also seem to have no money to go there with. It kinda sucks.

I think im done writing for now. I may want to go take a ride to the bookstore.  I need something to read.

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